11 aka Maybe I Don’t Miss The Old Way Of Thinking….

11 aka Maybe I Don't Miss The Old Way Of Thinking....

Certain parts of yourself you don’t want to admit exist, you used to be cool with that part of yourself, you focus strictly on love, and you have to keep focusing only on the love because sometimes you go so deep down the rabbit hole that if there was even an inkling of a possibility that some of these fears could be true you fear more for others and the lack of control you would have in your reaction then the actual fear. You want to know where that side comes from, why it exists, and why despite all the love there are times when you just don’t care and your so sick of trying to act like you do, but you know you just have to.Бордюры бетонные

(long drawn out sigh)